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Ensemble: Foulden Maar

By
  • Claire Lacey
 |  9 May 2024
Editor:
  • Marco V Morelli
Banner, Features Audio, Poetry conservation, ecology, environment, extraction, mining, performance
"Ancestors," artwork by Maía

A longpoem response to the mining at Foulden Maar, generated at a workshop led by writers Iona Winter and Kirstie McKinnon and produced by Kate Dawson and Sophie Briggs on behalf of the Mining for Meaning: the Geoethics of Extracted Industries project. The workshop occured in Middlemarch, Otago in October 2022.

Audio performance by Claire Lacey and Dane Oates

Editor’s Note: This poem is best viewed on a desktop browser.

Ensemble: Foulden Maar

Dramatis personae:

Mined Text — the reportage
The Soil — as described
The Poet — always puts themselves into the poem
The Fossil Beetle — found at Foulden Maar
The Diagram — found in the New Zealand Listener
The Corporate Entity — our villain
The Underfunded Locals — the chorus

Fossil: Foulden Maar

The diatoms sank to the bottom, forming ‘a thick blanket

of fine-grained siliceous ooze that over time built up

to become diatomite’

                             mined for the manufacture of cement
                                                                                          filtration systems
                                                                                         insulation
                                                                                         pet litter
                                                                                         pesticide
                                                                                         fertilizer
                                                                                                            to fertilize
                                                                                                     palm oil plantations1

The soil knows the dirt.

We hold. We join. We weight. 
           We make firm. We press. 
We accrete. We transform. 
           We transform. We age. 
We erode. We dampen. 
           We dry. We transform. 
We accumulate. We concentrate. 
           We transform. We hold. We 
wait. We bide. We embrace. 
           We preserve. We persevere. 
We perseverate. We possess. 
           We process. We transform. 
We archive. We glean. We bibliographize. 
           We memorialize. We maintain. 
This body. Your body. We dirt. We dust. 
           We fertilize. We show our work. 
We time. We era. We eon. We deadline. 
           We extend. We crater. We crumble. 
We cusp. We catch. We cache. We funnel. 
           We web. We wrap. We warp. We weft. 
We pressure. We clasp. We crush. We crunch. 
           We settle. We muse. We museum. We mummify. 
We relic. We relish. We relinquish. We recognize you 
           would not recognize. We fossil. We fossick. We filter. 
We feed. We feel fleeting. We hold time. We wear your names provisionally. 
           We mine mortality. We curate the things that hold shape.
                                                                                                                           The rest becomes us.

I press my thumb between blades of grass.                                                         The soil presses
back.

Fossil: Beetle

to excavate what cannot be replaced
                                                                                           unexpected turquoise cerebrum, fissured
soft, fossiled tough
                                                                                          grey matter, white matter
dura, intestine, exoskeletal
                                                              pressure

                                                                                            to uncover — discover — lay bare

                                                                         to uncover — extract — deplete

the smell of brushed rock                      prised on a dry day

touch the dunes of the lobes
                                                                              unfaithful symmetry

                                                                                                                  the beetle like no other                        
like every other

layers                                                these eons                                                    their scene

my scene: post-viral infection                        new inhaler                      squidgy brain
                           under the sun                                       first of spring                               laying in grass
                                                                                                                                                 moisture speckling
notebook
spots speckling vision           calcification of thought         does tau harden my brain

it bugs me

                                                          I bug out

                                                                                                                            bug off            

Fossils from the site also include the world’s oldest known galaxiid fish and the first freshwater eel found in the Southern Hemisphere. Foulden is especially valuable for the amount of soft tissue preserved in the diatomite, including the remnants of fish eyes and skin, and insect antennae and wing patterns.2

like beetle

                               I hope to leave a trace

                                                                                                           in strata

                                                                                       in silt

                                                                                                                 in space

                                                                                                                        on this page

                                                                                                                                        it’s
Sunday

in damp grass and dandelions: I could be back in Ontario

at school during recess I scratched around a large stone to uncover shells and imprints of creatures I couldn’t name the whole area had once been submerged and now our snobby city by the lake holds treasures for those who mind the spot next to the baseball diamond when the teachers finally discovered the hole after weeks of work I could stand in it up to my knees the stone held firm and deeper still and I was made to fill it in

diagram: Foulden Maar

in which the poet tries to read a diagram demonstrating Foulden Maar’s deposits

in this cone of earth
                                    I see the lenticulostriate artery        particularly prone to stroke
                                    heart to brain flow    movement of

liquid through bodies of
                                                     soil
                                                                              depositing
                                                                                       shards
we read in relation to our kenning                   through kenning we read     kinship

                                                                                                                                                                        th

is layer

                                                                                                                        formerly ooze
                                                                                  holds pattern: wings, scale

The Corporate Entity acquires the Foulden Maar mine
the diatomite needed as an ingredient for fertilizer to feed
palm oil plantations in Malaysia

diatomite is not rare

Goldman Sachs produces an investment report:
the locals are not well funded

diatomite is not rare

but the fossils of Foulden Maar are

The Corporate Entity plans an open pit mine        proposes to extract for thirty years
            the site made dust by trucks                        Foulden Maar diatomite trademarked
                                                                                                                                                       Black Pearl

the locals, underfunded

quack quibble quip rail rally ramble rant rasp rave rebuff rebuke repartee retreat retort revile revel reveal ridicule roister scoff scold scorn scream screech seethe:

stop.                     slow.                        let us dig to understand
we know this place                                        is our history                            we arrived long after
the ooze blanketed                         the pressure settled             we peopled                
                                                                                                                                        and unbirded this place
                                                                                             unbushed with fire and field
                                             we have learned what we cannot take back

                                                                                                                                                         and this is it
we won’t

                                                                                                                         settle
                                                                                                                               sediment
                                                                                                sentiment

the mine rumbled                 The Corporate Entity: insolvent                  the future of the site 
                                                                                                                                              muddied

what does publishing do?

                                                             what do we do?

                                                                                                                       I am writing a poem.

to treat mountains and bedrock differently is to misunderstand

(elsewhere: the tar sands foot the bill. up north the fires that create hellscape skies in Calgary, apocalyptic haze that tastes of burnt bacon, that cancels summer. the land burns. human dis
ruption rupture eruption the places we devastate
                                                                                                        because they can’t afford to say no

or they say no and 

land

                                 is                              land

                                                                                                                              is land

the dirt presses me       up to the sky
            surrender is the deepest
                                                                                               place

I wear my circadian camouflage
                                                                                                           swifts swit swit over field
                                                                                                                           scouting for beetles
churned
                                                                                                                                      in ploughing

digestion: fossilization on the inside

matter begets matter begets bedrock begets mountaintop
                                                                                        the swift will not fossilize, eaten 
                                                                                        in turn by a ginger tabby

all names are provisional. all provisions are personal. all persons are transitional. 
all architecture a pleading from the past. 

dura, intestine exoskeletal
                                                            grey matter, white matter

soft architecture of soil
                                                                        unexpected orange cerebrum, fissured
turquoise
to excavate what cannot be replaced

Notes

  1. “The Battle to Save Foulden Maar” by Sally Blundell, New Zealand Listener, 19 Sept 2022. ↩︎
  2. “Fossil Treasures of Foulden Maar” by Vaughn Yarwood, New Zealand Geographic, Aug 2022 ↩︎

Claire Lacey

Claire Lacey is a multidisciplinary writer, performer, educator and critic. Their work is a way of thinking out loud about a whole lot of stuff, from politics and identity to ethics and birds and roller skates.  Claire’s first book of poetry, …

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About Marco V Morelli

Marco V Morelli is a poet, writer, editor, and publisher; founder of Cosmos Cooperative, Metapsychosis journal, and the Infinite Conversations forum; and author of I AM THE SINGULARITY, a book of visionary poetry published through Untimely Books. Born in New York City to immigrant parents from El Salvador and Italy, he completed his undergraduate studies at Binghamton University with a double major in Philosophy and Comparative Literature. He worked with Ken Wilber's Integral Institute from 2003-2007, co-authoring the book Integral Life Practice. As founder and leader of Cosmos Cooperative since 2016, Marco has cultivated a pioneering multi-stakeholder cooperative model that integrates publishing, community building, and cooperative economics. Under his leadership, Cosmos has published 8 books (with 26 more currently in development), produced over 500 online features, hosted 300+ virtual events, and organized a dozen local creative showcases and community gather

Conversation

  1. Avatar for Ariadne Ariadne says:
    9 May 2024

    Wonderful Earth-Song,-cycle, Claire,! Thank you so much for the depth of your vision here.

    (The watercolor accompanying Claire’s poem will be the cover-image of
    Ancestors, poems/prose poetry responsding to a Dream question
    from my mixed Native (Tsalagi) and European Abuelas/ Grandmothers)

  2. Avatar for marythaler marythaler says:
    11 May 2024

    I loved the way the poem was arranged on the page, and when I heard the overlapping voices in the audio, it was just perfect. Such a lovely and complex poem.

  3. Avatar for Ariadne Ariadne says:
    15 May 2024

    Beverly Glenn Copeland

    This is Life-grieving and celebration music that feels like it
    belongs here . Am listening now…

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